Awake to all the senses

Feeling every nerve synapsis

Blood flowing

Whats the analysis

Each heart beat telling a story

Trying to hide it

But it keeps coming up

How do I make the change

If I can’t face it

Just out of my grasp

I can see it

Careful what you wish for

It might not be what you’re really looking for

Stomach turns

Knotted up

Throat choked up

A mess keeps showing up